Losing my Faith

I've had better days. Getting anxious about getting started with my own spot, as well as the Banana Festival, but they seem to be slipping further and further away. I've tried to exercise a bit of patience with the BBQ joint, but they just can seem to get their stuff together. Still no word from the B&B, so I'm back to square one.

Every day presents another unplanned problem and I am losing my faith in all things possible. Seriously. I didn't sign up for this.

School starts next week and I will lose myself in it. It will be my salvation.

Today presented a little more than I can bare. I am having a triple shot of something -- anything -- and calling it a day.