I made it through one of the most “interesting” weeks of my uneventful life! So glad it’s behind me and I am looking forward to moving forward. As I’ve mentioned, summer semester begins tomorrow. Last night I perused my Syllabi (?).. is this a word??… for my classes. What is the plural of syllabus? N-E-Way… I have Management by Menu, which helps me understand how to write menus from both a marketing and cost efficiency perspective; how to calculate ingredients to increase or decrease yield; wine and food pairings, etc. Soooooo excited about that! Also have Sustainable Purchasing – that will help me spend my dollars in a smart way. I see that I will also be working to develop my mission statement, which as you know, is a major part of a business plan. And for a little spice, I have Latin Cuisine, where I will be cooking all things Caliente! Latin food with an Afro twist??! How can I go wrong?
Hovering in the background is this constant battle between managing home and attaining my goal. As I mentioned in one of my first blogs, it is difficult to make both situations the priority; one will suffer. And so it has come to pass. In all fairness to my particular situation, I have not learned how to do both. It’s just how I’m wired. If my focus is on a relationship, then I give it 200%. I live and breathe “it” to consistently do things to better that relationship. Am I affectionate enough, am I listening to his needs, his dreams, am I supportive enough, am I on top of my game? Is he happy? Am I happy? But, it’s the same with anything I undertake. In my case, it happens to be all things culinary. I want to give it 200%. I live and breathe “it” to consistently do things to better my skills and knowledge. I read articles, watch cooking shows, cook books, research chefs and recipes online, and stay up on restaurant and food trends. Am I on top of my game? Am I happy? I wish I knew how to have both – the relationship and the dream fulfilled, but I am only human. I fall short of this. I think it will be a little more organic for me. When it is meant to be, it will happen. I won’t have to answer these questions because it will just “be”.
I can do Motherhood; I’ve done this all of my adult life. I’ve learned how to work this in and have it remain top priority… well, my daughter’s might argue that I really haven’t (nervous smile).. but the point is, you honestly have to have laser sharp focus on your dreams. Keep them on the radar and in clear view. That’s why Vision Boards work so well. You have to have one and look at it on regular basis. Use it like a magic potion to ward off the DISTRACTIONS… they come in all sizes, shapes and forms – sometimes you don’t even see them coming.
Well, jumping off the soapbox for now. Thanks for listening to me vent. This blogging stuff is much cheaper than formal therapy… takes me a minute to unwind and open up, but once I start writing, it really feels good it get this stuff off my chest. And here you thought you were just going to read about my journey to restaurant ownership! Well, guess what? This is my reality and everything I share with you, is my journey. I hope you will be with me when I reach the end. We’ll celebrate – eat good food, drink good wine, laugh about my ups and downs, and dance ‘til dawn!
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